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The Archetypal Jesus
A Vision and a Gift of Peace

About seven years after the initial revelation and others that followed to assist in the task of delineating the cosmic order that I call The System, I had just completed a skeleton outline that was incomprehensible to anyone else. For many months I had been living and reliving the earlier cosmic experiences that remained very much alive with me. They are still with me daily, but assimilated into ordinary experience. My mind had been pried open and I had extraordinary access to profound levels of abstraction that were all embracing, especially during that period of intensive concentration. Those bottomless wells into the quantum energies of the Void and those bursts of knowing were related in ways I cannot describe. I knew what I was doing, but I couldn't say it in language. I nevertheless had gained a few limited words that provided me with a firm beginning.

Immediately after I had finished this initial task I was sleeping one night on my right side. I was in a deep sleep. I was intentionally awakened by the Supreme Being in the middle of the night. I felt someone gently touching me on my shoulder. As I opened my eyes I could visually see a fuzzy dark hand of energy reaching out of the Void to touch my shoulder and waken me. It moved ever so gently, like a loving father waking a son. The intuitive impression and feeling of a loving father filled me.

I rolled onto my back with my head raised slightly on the pillow. The silvery gray energies of Void were polarized with steely threads radiating everywhere from a small pitch black area that penetrated through the Void beyond where one corner of the room would be. It was past the invisible foot of the bed a little to my right. The veil of the room was there around the periphery in some manner at first. Everything was under His complete control including every cell in my body. The steely threads permeated me too. Everything was dead still.

Although His presence was visually centered in the pitch black area, I also felt His loving presence touch every point in my being. Every fiber of my being became filled with the one word "God." It is the only word that He ever explicitly conveyed to me. It was not a word that I heard. It was not a voice in my head. The word undeniably permeated my whole being. I was filled with it in a loving way, like a father to a son. As usual I could have no personal thoughts, not even the thought that I could not. I could only share in His mind to the extent that He willed.

Then, at His Will, the archetypal shape of the body of Jesus took form above where the ceiling would normally be, perhaps five meters above me, if distance has any meaning except in relation to my body. It was a little to my left and above where the foot of the bed would be. The veil of the form of the room was gone. The archetypal form of the body of Jesus was portrayed life size. It was not three dimensional, although there was a certain indication of depth. It was outlined around its edges in two dimensions by a rim of glowing light. I intuitively knew it was Jesus. His name didn't come the way God identified Himself. I simply intuitively shared the knowledge with God of the identity of Jesus. The archetypal form of Jesus was distinct from God. Jesus was a terrestrial human. God is cosmic.

Within the form outlined in glowing light, I could both visually see and intuitively sense how the archetypal energies of Jesus were organized. There were complex silvery gray energy transformations going on within the form of the body that were in immaculately balanced harmony with themselves and with the Will of God. I could visually see this and feel this. I intuitively knew this as I shared the realization with God. Jesus balanced the cosmic hemispheres. Then, the archetypal form of Jesus floated down into me like a leaf.

It stopped in an alignment with the mid-coronal plane of my body which I knew was identified with my personal archetype. While the archetypal form of Jesus was aligned in that position within the transparent external form of my body, there was a bright coalescence of light between my emotions in the general area o fmy heart and my left cerebral hemisphere, especially in the motor sensory areas. I could visually see the coalescence of bright light as an active energy pattern that linked my left hemisphere to the emotional area of my heart. I also felt it in this momentary union with Jesus within me. I was still under God's loving control and I simply observed it. As it finished, the archetypal form of Jesus passed on through me and disappeared back into the Void. I could visually see it pass through me as if I had total circumferential vision. It was a shared experience with God that was explicitly orchestrated by Him.

It was over then. The room returned to normal. I was wide awake with heightened awareness throughout the experience. As it ended, I was filled with a feeling of profound peace. I rolled over onto my left side and went blissfully back to sleep.

It is a difficult thing to interpret. It did not seem to require interpretation. I took it as confirmation that the work I had done thus far was OK. There were no verbal biblical implications. I was still not religious in a traditional sense that can be described in language. I was not a regular church goer and I certainly have nothing against those that are. We each have to find our own way, and worship and prayer is a powerful thing that I do more privately than most. I do not have to believe in God. I know God directly. I am unable to doubt that. This does not make me superior or a perfected human being. I still have shortcomings at times that I am well aware of. I am not a messiah. I was and am the same ordinary man with flaws that I strive with. And this work could not be another language based belief system. It is not a religion. The non-linguistic method of representing the cosmic order has to find direct confirmation in phenomenal sensory experience from which language derives. This applies in both the private and public domains.

It was apparent however that the archetypal Jesus is harmoniously balanced with the cosmic order and with the Supreme Being. In this sense, Jesus represents the evolutionary destiny of humanity if we are to survive as a civilization. There was no indication that everyone must beleive that to be "saved" in a dogmatic religious sense. But it did indicate that a harmonious balance with the whole cosmic order is a condition of spiritual sustainability, whatever one's religious persuasion may be. It obviously follows that this is a condition for a constructive life on planet Earth, or on any planet for that matter. The cosmic hemispheres must find balance between Self and Other. This applies to everyone.

A Related Event

A couple of weeks later, after awakening in bed one morning, there was an event that was related to the experience of Jesus. It was brief, yet it made me wonder. Everything was transparent in the Void as usual, and I was aware of God's presence. Everything on the right side of my personal archetype turned over, so to speak. It was my entire right side to the right of the mid-sagittal plane that separates the left and right sides of the body. In other words, it bisected the two dimensional mid-coronal plane associated with my personal archetype. The entire right side flipped over 180 degrees. It turned over as if turning a page. That was it. It happened moderately fast.

I did not notice any immediate subjective difference in my normal daily experience, at least in so far as I personally had come to experience life. I was still very sensitive and the task of finding better ways to understand the cosmic order was still with me. I had the basics down however. One stage had finished and another was about to begin. Cosmic experiences continued to come uninvited on occasion.